Monday motivation- Self confidence from ourself

Happy Monday, Foxys! I hope your weekend was fantabulous. It was a time of reflection and education for me, accompanied by a few harsh realities. This past week was mentally jarring for me. It literally rocked my soul. I experienced a level of betrayal that I haven't seen since I escaped the cult; a level of pain that literally sits in the core of my belly.

A type of trauma that can only come from understanding he was just wearing a mask, it was never true love. The type of disappointment that you feel watching the mask fall off and hit the pavement with a loud thud. I know I am speaking in "code" for many of you. The harder I hurt, the closer I hold my cards to my chest. But I promise you, I am okay. My tribe got me, and when the time is right, I will share it all with you.

A type of trauma that can only come from understanding he was just wearing a mask, it was never true love.

I lost my self-confidence in the midst of it all. I didn't feel I had it in me to keep going. Thank Goddess my tribe reminded me of who the F- I am. My life's track record is evident that I had been through worse and came out on top. When our future looks bleak, it's important to look back on our track record of success and how far we have come. The tribulations I am going through only appear to be omnipresent. When in actuality, it is just a small moment in my life.

This is a testimony to the importance of self-love because it allows us to reflect on who we are and regain our self-confidence. This week, let's lean more into our past accomplishments when we lack the confidence needed to press on. I know I surely will be. I am so thankful for my tribe and my online community. Agape, Famzi. And stay foxy!!

Your Student, Teacher, Friend

MOXIE